Lawinton , my Love .

Festive Hotel. Photospammed.

2010-05-27T18:07:00.003+08:00

Hi, im at Reseort World, Festive Hotel now and the air-con is damn cold here.
The room is so fabulous and im falling in love with it.
Spammed alot of photos using webcam, and the plasma tv here is damn good.
With the shops downstairs like OMG.
Coach, Chanel, Victoria Secret like wow.
I can't bear to leave here..
Anyway, Monday will be at Hard Rock Hotel instead of Festive Hotel.
Im gonna try out all the hotels here man. Wahahahaha!

That blue is getting me high, making me low.

2010-05-25T00:23:00.007+08:00

Im back from meeting AhHong, Clement and AhBoy.
Accompanied AhBoy to take mc at Cheah Clinic.
After that took bus to Hougang Green.
Went to slack at some blocks.
Cabbed home.
Im bored, anyway.
Chenelle's birthday will be celebrating on 30th instead on 2nd june. =D
31st will be going to Hard Rock Hotel located at Resort World.
Cant Wait..

Fruitful day with Pictures!

2010-05-23T15:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was awesome. Meet Clement, Eddy around 5 at bugis.
AhHong was late -.-
Went Iluma 7th floor arcade and play, keep topping up money and i think i spent around $20 on arcade yesterday, FUCK.
Spammed so many photos.
Took cab to Kallang Leisure Park.
Went ice-skating. Bought tickets for Losers.
Very nice show, love Cougar the sharpshooter..
AhHong keep say he dont want play he dont know how to play.
In the end he fucking hell step in and started to skate, Fuck.
I the only one who must hold the railings and walk not skate. zzzz
After skate and movie, went to spam photos at the road. LOL.
Trying to walk to Geylang but saw a cab and get on to it.
Eat the bloody tasteless hokkien mee, Fuck.
Walk to Grandlink to play lan. $4 - 5 hours.
What a cool package.
Morning 7am plus then leave, took cab home and sleep till now. More photos on FB.

Work = MONEY

2010-05-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

Monday started work, waking up at 6.30am and stoning at my kitchen till 7am.
Ended work at 9pm and meet AhHong with Clement.
Today didn't work due to tiredness and some other reasons.
Tomorrow last day of work already. Missing the good old times over there. HAHA.
Clement knows every cleaner at there and i think he is too chatty. LOL.
Went to meet AhHong at SK poly as he MC-ed again.
Went to Hougang Plaza for L4D. Homed..
Dont know later still meeting or not.
Born to a throne, older than Rome.
But violent prone, poor people zone.

Mixed With Feelings.

2010-05-16T16:50:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went to buy pants at Hougang Mall Giordano.
AhHong accompanied me. Went walking around.
Went to slack till last bus at StudyCorner.
Going to collect my altered pants soon.
Nobody is accompanying me now. Sadded.
Going to get bathe and walked in the rain.
MarilynManson.
Im saving up for his book~

A date with Robin Hood

2010-05-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to Cathay at 11.00pm to catch Robin Hood with AhHong and Clement.
But the show at 11.20pm was full, so we took 12.30am.
So there's still time and we went Parkway to eat macs.
Walked back, went in the theater.
The show lasted for 2hrs30mins. End at 3am. LOL.
Demons witching hour...
Went downstairs and its was drizzling.
So walked over to Starbucks at Plaza Singapura.
Sit down and started to chitchat.
Around 4 plus 5 shared cab home.
Sleep till 2pm+ today.
Yes Yes Yes, Im starting work on Monday.

A day with Excitements.

2010-05-13T14:49:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was baking for 4hours+ .
But my cupcakes turn out well though.
Donovan and Clement had a finger-lickin good cupcakes!
And they couldn't believe that it was my first time.
Was tonning with them.
Went plaza for billiard and dota.
I was owning with my skeleton king.
How pro could i get to? haha.
Went to eat then to some block to slack.
Out of a sudden, everybody started to say about ghost stories and their ghost experiences.
Was quite scary as i had goosebumps. Geees.
Went home at around 6 plus 7.
Anyway, i looked totally like a butch. HAHA. Im happy.

Kiss me it will heal, But it won't forget.

2010-05-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today was a day at home, din't bake cupcakes as Donovan say he like to have it when its freshly baked!
So tomorrow i will do everything one shot~
Now i need to find $80 as my itchy hand went clicking on checkout for my online indulgence.
How i wish money isn't anything, but money is everything.
I just can't seem to stop searching weird videos on the net.
My oh my, she's bewitching.
Im having cold war with bee. zzzzzzz
Anyway, i just can't stop my love for MarilynManson. Handsome Boy.

My family is the worst nightmare.

2010-05-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

I can't believe my mother could actually spin tales around me.
First she was saying im sniffing glue 1year ago.
Today she could actually say i smoke ice. Fuck.
I think the next time i would be injecting heroine in my body already.
I think one day i should really come back unconscious and piss her off.
Fuck la, just wait and see.
Im already boiling over here, and he another beside kpkb non-stop.
Maybe i really should just spent my life off by doing things that i want.
Not by listening to craps like " Why you take drug?" .
Might as well make it worst be saying i work as a prostitute.
Fuck you both la mother cb

Im Pissed.

2010-05-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

So today was a bad going for grocery shopping for my baking needs.
Total failure, as it dint have it in Sg. Fuck
Don't tell me i need to travel to states to get my Cake mix.
Anyway, met AhHong and AhBoy at hougang mall.
Went home as i wanted to continue my research about my bakery. LOL.
Found a new recipe, and tomorrow I'm heading down to supermarkets again.
Hope a successful one though.
Post pictures if i start to bake tomorrow or maybe on Tuesday.
Need to get so many stuffs and i hope i don't get broke after that.
Cut through my skin and what do you see deep within under it?

Incredible You and Me.

2010-05-09T01:00:00.006+08:00

I've just saw the news on yahoo that Jay Chou might act as Bruce Lee in IpMan 3.
Wow, how cool could that get to?
Though i dont really support his singing as i dont understand what he's mumbling.
But i find him quite cool when he's quiet.
Im so bored right now at home. Tomorrow im going to get my baking ingredients.
Im going to BAKE BAKE BAKE!
AhHong will be my Guinea pig to test my baking first.
I would even dare to eat i think.
Not that im scared of my cooking, but i hate chocolate.
And im baking red velvet chocolate chip cookie. WOW.
Hope everything dont get too cocked up tomorrow, as i do not know how to operate my baking oven at home, LOL.
Why did you even left me alone in this city where nobody except you would understand me.
Where were you when i need you the most?
Now that i have something that has been keeping in my heart and i wanna let it out, i dont know who to turn to.
I wanna cry but i dont know who's shoulder can i lean on.
I wanna let everything out but im scared nobody would want to listen to me.
I just need you beside me doing everything, i cant be independant.
Things are not as simple as what i think, it don't look so superficial as how it seems.
After all, im back to square one again.
Im not trying to emo here or gain some sympathy points here.
I just need someone whereby i could cry and rely on, and someone that never fails to be with me all along.
Bee, i love you. 1year10months on 10 of may.
Can i find a friend that i could speak my mind whenever i like?

Its All About My Feelings.

2010-05-08T19:36:00.002+08:00

我的心我的情, 你不需要明僚
其實我很煩惱, 只是你看不到
如果我也不開心, 怕你轉身就逃
其时你爱我像谁, 扮演什麽角色我都会
This is all meaningful lyrics from chinese oldies.
i Just can't stop playing them again and again.
Life's so simple for them, how i wished mine were.
Without feeling bored staying at home.
Nobody there to ask me out, what a life.

Somethings were meant to left unsaid.

2010-05-08T14:18:00.003+08:00

You've caused me insomnia.
Its going to be 2 weeks more then i could caress your face.
Planned to go town later on, but i guess it was cancelled.
ManTing's going down for chalet.
OhWell, planned it earlier next time.
Should be staying at home today, but i don't want. =(
I don't really know what to do if things were to happen.
Nobody to back me up. Get your ass back here asapppppppp.
I don't want to loiter at void decks or neighbourhood shopping malls aimlessly.
I wanna go town and splurge. No money then shut the fuck up.
I wished upon a star, or maybe fairy-godmother to grant me 3 simple wish.
1st : We would last forever, lovingly with our kids taking hardships as lessons.
2nd : We don't have to suffer poverty, at least life was simple but fun.
3rd : I could have friends that will never failed to be with me forever, listening to me, joking around and would SAY I'm PRETTY. Woah, nice friends.
I love you more then words could express my feelings.

I'll do anything for you, nobody else.

2010-05-08T02:04:00.003+08:00

Went bugis with ManTing this afternoon. Collect my things.
Walked around, and her friend WeiQi came.
Find TianChi, blah blah.
Mrt-ed to Admiralty to meet AhHong.
After everything took mrt to YioChuKang then took bus 72.
Ate hokkien mee at 644.
Went to slack with him, chit-chat with him.
Reached home 1 plus.
He likes chinese oldies. Not bad not bad.
Accompany him until his block downstairs.
Sent me off by waiting for cab with me.
Now msn he's asking me to play billiard. Bully.
3-6 more months i bet i could win everybody including Jimmy White.
Should i work in hospital or sales?

A Wonderful Day

2010-05-07T00:07:00.004+08:00

Morning got woken up by a phone call. Saw AhHong msg and called him
Taking mc at poly, bathed, changed and went to meet him over there.
Walked over to hougang mall as i want buy Lemons. LOL.
Walked around ntuc, but 2 HL milk, hi-chew sweet and lemonsssss.
Went to eat mac, walked home.
Stayed at home doing nothing.
Went to transfer money at night, went to popular to search for AhHong's monopoly deal.
Hope i receive my item soon. Faster Faster la.
Next saturday dad booked a hotel in Resort World.
Gonna have fun at Hard Rock Hotel. Might consider other hotel too.
Going Universal Studio the following day~
AhHong, Clement would be turning up. Donovan would be working.
ManTing can't confirm with me now.
OhWell, its okay. Can't wait man! 15/05/10 faster arrive please..

My dream is one step closer.

2010-05-06T00:08:00.004+08:00

Went for interview at compasspoint today. Though it may sounds weird.
I bet when I'm working there i could see most of my classmates waving or dropping by.
Gonna commence on 15/05/2010. Soon soon soon.
I'm not going to say out what am im working at! =P
Thanks Donovan for not pangseh-ing me today.
And thanks ManTing for skipping school.
Maybe next year gonna study, but heard from lotsa peoples that private O's is not really recognized.
Gosh, maybe gonna take up night classes then.
Need to put on make-up when I'm working! Hell~
Need to wear black dress when I'm working! Fuck~
Need to use pumps, shoes or high heels when im working! G by~
10 days more before hell loads of work stack up on my head.
Gonna go out before my work starts! JIAYOO CERINE WEE!
wanna be my toyfriend?

I can like many people but i can only love one person.

2010-05-04T16:15:00.007+08:00

For my friends.
I like Jing for his coolness in keeping secret, his teddy bear voice, his true friendship towards me, never fails to tell me whats right and wrong. Scolding me at times for doing things that's is totally gone case stupid. Sec 1 till now. 5 years liao! Still chatting with me on msn when he's free~
I like JianHao for his ultimate retarded reactions, and always telling me about GIRLS.
I like Justin for his OMG face and WOAH face which is totally sarcastic, and never fails to ask me to do stupidity things with him. I like his face even more when I self-bragged that I'm super Chio. Though we didn't see each other for 2 years plus, i will find a day and catch up with you bud. He's already taking diploma and i only have a pathetic PSLE cert. Long way to go.
I like Clement for his fast reactions when i always say something wrong, and always giving me big smile.
I like AhHong because he's somewhere similar to Jing. I finally could find someone that is comparable to Jing as it been long since i last chatted with someone so heartily.
I like ManTing for her slow reactions and always maintaining a quiet look. I know I'm much more crappy than her.
I like Donovan because he never fails to PANGSEH me. And he always fail to understand a girl that's why he's still fresh till today. =X
I dont really have girl friends because i think i could get along well with guys. I don't really care if people say I'm a flirt as long as Bee understands that my love for him will never wither like a rose.
I love Lawinton for his caring, but sometimes he's really annoying with his arrogant in mind. Always like to argue with something i says. He's loving when he's mood is good. I hate him for not accompanying me shopping every time and giving a lame excuse that is "There's nothing to walk at all, everything is the same." or even "So boring lor! Next time don't ask me to come!" walking off already. I love you no matter what la fucker.

Nobody Agrees

2010-05-04T00:30:00.002+08:00

Nobody agrees of me getting inked.
Is that really bad. Maybe i should heed their advice.
Stay put of where i am.
Anybody wanna go ice-skate or ikea mah?
Why others lifes full of excitement, but mine is just so dull.
Not a really good day.
Spent around 5mins crying because of 1 sentence.
Went to some void decks near my neighbourhood sitting down.
Thinking of the things i did, eating Hi-Chew sweet plus reading.
Cool down, walked home and bought my sambal fried rice.
Played audition and thrashes noob. So sad. LOL.
Im so gonna go out tomorrow!!

Is that a Dream?

2010-05-03T03:20:00.002+08:00

I cant believe that you could actually speak to me in that way.
Heart-breaking & Heart-wrenching. Teardrops that constantly dropped by itself.
Might be a lone ranger tomorrow. Used to it.
Ikea or Tampines? Or maybe town?
I cant stand staying at home already.
Im the only one awake now.
Words doesn't means everything, its action that proves everything.
Anyway, i started to save money.
A man that knows how to saves, is a wise man.
Imissyou, Iloveyou.

Life is full of ups and down

2010-05-02T18:14:00.003+08:00

Every thing's fine or now.
Went to watch Ip Man2 with Ah hong and Clement at vivo yesterday.
Rock Rock Rock. Love it man. Handsome Hunks in it.
Took pictures with Theodore. Power Childish-ness.
Was being put aeroplane by ah boy and manting. LOL.
Went L4D with Ah hong at plaza. Felt like vomiting.
Sit down at plaza with Ah hong after that, was eating & chatting.
Went home around 4plus in the morning.
Slept at 6am. BORED. PLEASE TAG ME LEI PEOPLE.

2009-12-22T23:49:00.002+08:00

im bored of going to pubs and look at martell.
i feel like telling them STARE WHAT STARE!
and break their glass body to the floor.
because they always made me had hangover and a little bit tipsy.
but i know what im doing when im drunk so its okay.
just that i will walk like the whole fucking road is mine.
because i sit i will crawl i will do whatever i like.
hahahahaha. singapore is being owned by me.
fuck la. bye

2009-12-21T09:43:00.001+08:00

i dont know whether god is being good to me or not.
ahhhh. fuck it.

2009-12-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

neverland is cool.
boat quay is cool.
nokia x6 is even cooler.
but i cant wait till the phone is out. gonna get that. $1058.
kill me pls.
anyway, ytd my balls went up to my throat.
when leaving neverland, 8 officers outside checking ic.
luckily they only concentrated on the blood thats on the floor.
is not i wont be at here typing. hahahahahahahaha. talk cock sing song.
2martells. shag.
went parkway today, looking for new phone.
still wondering sony erricson Satio or Nokia X6.
most probably x6.
wanted to take the phone today but it's not out yet.
more photos on fb. dont want to post on blog.

2009-12-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

im so boring.
im so fucking irritated.
i dont know why i always tell myself to save up money but in the end 0.
why why why.
why $200 a week seems so less.
FUCK IT.
nevermind.
time to get myself a laptop man.
fucking mother g by.
im lazy to plug in my phone and copy the photos into my com.
so i just fuck it one corner.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

2009-12-01T17:55:00.004+08:00

ytd watched ninja assasin with alan and his gf and bee.
quite cool but its like too fake for those legs to drop.
went sheesha after that.
then to desker.

2009-11-26T03:29:00.002+08:00

so bored.
waiting for bee to finish work so that i could call him and tell him how bored am i now.
but he always say i suck his blood.
but i think he drank my blood. zzz
went bugis today with bee, alan and his gf.
wanted to watch ninja assasin. but sneaks at tmr.
maybe would be next monday as ah hong probably would be joining us.
ANYWAY, I HATE AHLIANS WITH BIG EYES.
TRYING TO SHOW OFF OR WHAT??
FUCK OFF PLEASE.
suckballs, suckbitch, SUCKER.

2009-11-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

this few days were at oasis, v3.
ytd went to boat quay first then to clarke quay.
planned to go zirca, but heard that its fucking squeazing and takes long time to get in.
so didnt bother to buy the tickets.
some friends even bought but dont even had the chance to get in.
so 3+ sat outside zirca while waiting for chubby.
then 5+ took cab home.
im fucking sick.

2009-11-09T18:00:00.002+08:00

last few days were fun.
oasis, kenzo and alot la.
ytd intended to go to palau ubn. but rached there ferry no more.
so went to och instead.
then walked back and eat at the hawker.
took bus back and went to desker road. played lan and then back to cyber.
the night is still young, so am i. haha.
decided not to work although its a great oppourtunity.
going to take private O.
bye, its time to go now.

2009-11-03T23:23:00.002+08:00

today went to MCYS.
then headed to toa payoh family care centre to arrange appointment for counselling.
then while crossing the road saw ah hwee in the cab horning us.
at first thought which person did that then bee wanted to scold because it was at zebra crossing.
then saw ah hwee get in his cab and he brought us to eat laksa.
then started to drink until 6 plus.
took same cab as them but they dropped at geylang while my journey continues to hougang.
but i did not paid taxi fare.
as ah hwee gave me money. hahahah.
tmr going bee's house. woohoo.

2009-10-28T11:41:00.005+08:00

bee and me

baby and me
later going to bee's house.
then night should be deskar.
then pub.
few days back went to neverland.
was knocked out and bee had to shout at me when we just walk a few steps.
because i had to fall down.
then baby had to support me.
martell + beer was the problem.
i thought it was the end already.
went down then baby forced me to eat roti prata with warm water.
after warm water teh arlia or dont know what la.
then guni de keep shouting at my ears.
took cab home with angmoh.
then straight got up bed without changing.
past few days was almost the same..
ohhh. few days back went to cut my hair at far east.
now my mum says that i look more like a dad than a mum.

2009-10-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

this few days were out.
most of the nights were out.
morning reach back home and straight i went to where i belong.
today and tmr won't be meeting bee.
Friday is a good day, because he is going to ORD on friday.
and he has been on mc for reaching 2mth. POWER.
today chenelle was on a walker chair.
first time she was in it and she's so eggcited.
darn. time to sleep.

2009-10-11T22:00:00.002+08:00

alright man. quite long never post so make a short summarise about this few days.
always at deskar.
went to eat walk around bugis yesterday, didnt bought anything though.
then after that went to eat steamboat with bee, dalton, sulaiman, ah hong and tianchi.
after that went to sky.
then to mustafa.
today went to marina square.
played bowling, and then billiard.
bee bought his shirts.
i bought my pants.
then to suntec.
then took train home with ah hong.

did the postman lost its way to hougang?

2009-10-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

this few days were down at deskar road.
went to the new shopping centre. city square mall.
its was fucking big and i think its a place where i can never stop my spree.
went down with bee and his friends.
after that went sky for dota.
then they talk talk talk.
then go home.
the bus is packed with smelly sardines.

2009-09-29T11:22:00.001+08:00

reached home.
bee is at home still sleeping.
war yesterday. lol.
now going to play dragonica, after that off to my granny's place.
lots of pictures to upload, but too lazy.
bye bye.

2009-09-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

2009-09-24T00:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to marina square and bee bought topman long sleeves.
went over to zara mans section he wanted long sleeve too, but the sizes didn't fit him.
so went walking around.
went over to fox kids and bought for Chenelle a dress, a shoe and a pair of stockings.
then ate mac.
took pictures with the F1 car.
like suaku.
then walked awhile and went home.
had been pondering this few question for the past few days.
what school will i go to?
what kind of people would i meet?
how would i communicate with them?
how's life over there?
and many more.
im petrified when i think of it.
will upload photo once im free.

2009-09-18T10:47:00.006+08:00

AH HONG and CHENELLE.

im fucking egg-cited.
because bee told me that he's going to bring me to Bangkok.
should be around end of oct or november.
baby donovan and his gf would be going too.
bee told me its honeymoon for us. haha.
cant wait.
but need to convince my mum that there are no longer terrorist there terrorising tourist or whoever.
because she claims that there are terrorist cutting white skins head off and holding the head walking around the streets.
and claims that they would bomb the hotel.
after all, she's just too paranoid and cute with her answer.
because i never travel out alone or with bee before.
im always with my family.
Chenelle can't go with us, as she's still young.
woooh. save money and become queen-of-shopping there.
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2009-09-17T15:49:00.003+08:00

these few days had been going out.
and spend quite alot.
anyway, caught FD3 at iluma. 9.30 show.
but before the movie started, went to bugis street.
bee meet xiao hei and mangting.
went to eat steamboat at bugis there.
it seems like im the only one enjoying the food.
then the rest were like just nibbling.
after that went to bugis street again.
then after that rush in the cinema.
yester went to marina square.
ate at food court, with xiao hei his gf and i dont know who.
then went window-shopping.
after that rushed home.
bathe Chenelle. its the first time bathing and im nervous.

nothing already. more photos at fb.
but too bad, ppl that added me then can see.

2009-09-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

few days ago went to ikea.
though bee was not there.
bought photo frames and lotsa things.
took lots of photo.
will be uploading in fb.
not all here.
Chenelle didn't follow.
as she was still a infant and it was sardine packed.
bee was working.
maybe we should take a step back and take a look around.

2009-08-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

BB is cool. CW is cool. GLB is cool. GCK is cool.
Posting through phone is too cool.

2009-08-26T00:42:00.003+08:00

bee is staying overnight at my house tonight.
yipee yaya yipee yipee ya.
freak.

2009-08-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

bad bad day.
everything will be over soon, CerineW.
dont ever break down.
if you do believe in it..

2009-08-20T00:54:00.002+08:00

been staying over at aljunied.
now finally home.
days at there were so free.
ahyong came awhile dont know when, but went home before bee was back from camp.
im going to upload pictures tmr if im free.
actually going fishing.
but 7 month is up.
so probably after it.
dont know what school i'll be going in.
dont know what kind of freaks would i meet.
Chenelle is having cough.
god, please look after her.

2009-08-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday was bee's bird-day.
didnt went out. maybe sunday wil be going somewhere.
still thinking.
playing dragonica. look like maple only.
just now bee played dota at my house =D
even if we were just staying at home.
im still so happy. because you're by my side.

2009-08-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

went tampines mall just now alone.
ordered a cup and will arrived on the 12th.
happy 1 year 1 month anniversary bee. muacks
3 more days to bee's birthday. =D
cant wait for it.

2009-08-07T22:42:00.003+08:00

h3ll0z, iI aM sh0o b0rIngz aT h0m3 n3ehx.
mY w0rdz iisHz sHo0 kaWaiix n3hx.
boring day at home.
upload photo since im so free.
but upload abit only.
phOTox n0tt fr3E dErhhs n3hx.

2009-08-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

went back to nchs today.
talk talk talk.
brought Chenelle to school today.
after that went to kovan.
then to bee house.
then to hougang mall.
then to ahma house.
then to home.
then to shit at home.
then to use com.
then fuck you

2009-08-03T16:52:00.001+08:00

more at facebook.

2009-08-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

ytd went to tampines mall and tampines 1.
after eating yoshinoya at tampines mall, cab home.
today went to hougang mall, then to plaza for pool.
bee told me that im improving. =D
will upload photos on fb tmr, but cant upload photos from phone.
so only could upload photo from camera.
ytd was down with fever, reaching 38degrees.
zzz, went to see the doctor at my house downstairs, guess what?
doc said that i maybe get H1N1.
fuck up man.
but now im okay, doc talk cock sing song balls.
basket doctor.

2009-07-29T11:29:00.003+08:00

bee got 3 days mc from ytd . that means friday he have to go back camp again .
ytd went hougang mall buy pants , went over plaza to play 3 round of pool .
then went home .
so sian now , 11.30am but bee is still sleeping .
wahkao eh , what time then wake up ??? =.=
got nth to buy online now , all the things like same only .
basket .

2009-07-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

i've uploaded the pictures .
but at facebook only . soh-li .
too lazy to upload on both place .
sucks big time dude .

2009-07-20T15:58:00.003+08:00

ytd came back from cruise and bee went to harbour front to fetch me .
then went back home .
dont have to pay a dime at all . =D
bet chenelle miss bee .
hope the next time we go , bee could come along .
2 more months to bee ORD .
will post the photo up when im free .
although im free everyday , lol .
bee will be meeting ah yong, so he wont meet me today .
nevermind . =D
ytd went to collect my things at night then me and bee went to walk walk .
=D

bye bye , suckers .

2009-07-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

ytd night went out with bee . went to smoke sheesha .
first we went to deskar . but shop was closed .
so took a cab over to haji lane .
smoke till shop closed .
i've met 2 new friends there .
amelia and alyssa . double a's .
they were 18 , and when i told them my age , they were shocked to know that i got baby .
and they were so slang till bee slang back with them .
cannot blame them , they were from convent schools .
so we left together .
then took cab home with bee .

2009-07-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

was actually wanting to watch transformer ytd .
but didnt managed to catch the movie .
because it was already 8plus when we reached deskar .
headed to sim leong road for shee-sha-ing with bee , dalton , xiao hei , donovan , eddy and quite a number of ppl .
took a few pictures on mrt and while shee-sha-ing .
but i dont think i could post it up , becasue its in my phone .
once i fix my java script problem on my phone .
then i could post the pictures up .
took a cab home from there .
while bee stayed at there .
he told me he will bring me go again .
and im looking forward to smoke shee-sha with him alone . =D
next , im gonna smoke weed till i drop dead . hahah .

2009-07-10T10:41:00.003+08:00

so today was our 1 year anniversary .
i think we will go to vivo to catch a movie .
then to deskar for sheesha .
bee told me there was quieter .
dont know what to do now .
still stoning .
feel like going back to sleep .
zzzzz .

2009-07-09T17:36:00.003+08:00

actually going for check up .
but was late and changed appointment .
bee came in the morning to look for me .
afternoon brought sheena to hougang mall .
while we are in the food court , we saw a few secondary school girls .
they were trying to act like some barbarians .
bee was disturbing one of them .
saying their skirt was unbalanced .
after that was raining and could not get out of there .
so continued to walk over there to pass time .
then we saw the few girls at hougang mall playing catching , like wtf .
they purposely went in front of us and whispered to each other ears .
like trying to gain some attention .
then they walk off , then when they walk back again .
the girl bee disturbed snub at us .
although i feel that she was irritating , but bee and me are already parents .
so i don't want to have unnecessary troubles .
then went home soon when the rain stop .
collect my aunt's photo before we left .
while on the way home , three girls approached bee to ask him buy cigarettes .
after buying went home straight .
now using my aunt's computer .

bye .

2009-07-07T15:08:00.002+08:00

ytd night went to hougang mall again .
actually wanted to buy my phone casing .
but all hand phone shops at there never sell .
so i've got no choice but to use a leather case .
bee said that friday he will bring me go sheesha .
but he told me not to get addicted to it .
because sheesha is worst than cigarette .
but nvm , heee heee .
so i think we'll be out for the whole day .
my planning for friday was to go vivo shopping in the afternoon .
then to bugis , then to haji .
guess it will be a fruitful day ?
hope so .
Chenelle is getting older each day .
cant wait to bring her out when she's around 6mth old ?
october 26 , bee will ORD .
cant wait cant wait .

2009-07-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

wahkao , everybody is shedding crocodile tears . when he die then want to salute to him , before die all criticises about him . WTF . shed your tears in one corner , dont come fuck around and write about him in this sadistic world full of craps .

by lawinton and cerine .

2009-07-05T15:20:00.001+08:00

just went to hougang mall with bee to buy a type of cream which cost $80 like that .
WTF .
now im going to take a nap at room and bye .

2009-07-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

today was quite a good day .
went to hougang mall awhile , and couldnt find any shops to buy clothing .
so went over to compass point as my uncle's wife decided .
took mrt there with her and my cousin .
then walked at level 1 awhile , i bought 2 bermudas from G2000 .
i find that im sick in the mind , as i always enjoys buying things the same design but different colors .
gosh , got to change the bad habit of mine .
as i've bought longchamp bag the same design but different colors .
just that size is different again . tsk tsk .
aunt bought skorts for my cousin .
then went over to kiddy palace .
couldnt find the thing that she said , thats powder casing for babies .
then went to food court , ate the korean food .
walk awhile at level 1 food fair .
which i thing all the food was cocked up .
none of them is nice , all was like pasar malam food .
but i dont know why idoits choose to call it a food fair .
after queueing for the food my aunt as me to buy .
which i find it irritating , because of long queue .
and im not used of waiting so long for food .
because its practically wasting time .
took a cab home after buying junks of food .
bee meet me then now he's off to rounding with ah yong .
bee , i love you and chenelle . =D

2009-07-01T12:19:00.002+08:00

everything is fine fine fine .
ytd bee's cousin , Alvin came and take a look at our baby .
after that bee left with him .
then book in to camp .
spent only less than a hour with bee .
but nevermind , at least get to see him . =D
should be going to create Chenelle's bank later .
ocbc or posb ?
maybe i will choose ocbc than posb .
then will create a ocbc account for myself too .
then will accompany bee go create his when he is free .
so bored at home . wondering what should i do ..
cant bring Chenelle go out walk walk .
because my mom thinks its too dangerous for me and baby to be alone .
she thinks that i dont know how to look after baby myself .
although i think i can make it .
but psychology tells me its dangerous too .
maybe when baby is older .
long way more to gooooooooo .

2009-06-29T18:06:00.005+08:00

ytd was Chenelle's one month celebration .
lotsa ppl came .
bee friends and my friends .
Chenelle received quite a number of gifts . hahaha .
was very tired at the end of the day .
went to sleep early .
today went to make Chenelle's passport .
and went to eat at rama thai .
the food there was quite ok .
went home and rest .

2009-06-27T20:45:00.003+08:00

haha . yes man .
finally went out after being a jailbird in the house yo .
aiya , but only went to hougang mall , siannnn .
bee bought a belt , oxy cover .
now he also want become nice . hahaha .
bought a mitten glove for Chenelle and 1 more thing i dont know what the fuck its called .
then after that waited at macdonald for ah hong and predip .
went to cheers after they arrived and they bought 4d .
then they went to plaza to play billiard while i watched them played .
ater went to the bank and they went up my house to take a glance at Chenelle .
they sit down awhile and go off .
although today only went out for a short while .
but im aching all over now ..
because im still in confinement period .... hahahaha .
then by right cant come out , but i sneaked out .
so god is punishing me nowwwwwwww . Awwwwwwww .
but bee is going to massage me . =D

tmr is Chenelle's big day . although only celebrate early laaaa .

2009-06-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

I FUCKING 'LOVE' PEOPLE POCK MY ARMPIT .

2009-06-26T09:57:00.002+08:00

im so happy . heee heee heee .
but i wish Chenelle's eyes get well soon .
its been so many days already .
yet her eyes still have shits .
see already heart pain only .
hais , heard that its because during my pregnancy eat too much durain .
DURAIN CAUSE HEATINESS =(
thats why Chenelle is heaty now .
sian sian sian .
Chenelle is going to bathe now . hahhaha .
BYE .
bee is coming over here soonnnn . when he wakes up . =.=

2009-06-25T14:14:00.001+08:00

Today, my five year old daughter was watching cartoons on TV. Then a Barbie commercial came on. My daughter sang along with the theme song "Be who you want to be, B-A-R-B-I-E." She then turned to me and said "Mom, I want to be a hooker." FML

Today, I had sex with this guy who I like very much. As he went to leave I decided to give him one last thrill. So I reached down his pants and started to rub and stroke him. He abruptly pulled my hand out, when I asked why, he points behind me, my mom watched the whole thing. FML

Today, I went to write "Happy Bday, I Love You" on my girlfriends car windows to surprise her when she woke up. I was the one who got the surprise when I saw her, in her backseat, having sex. FML

omg . so fucking funny .

2009-06-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

The course of true love never did run on a smooth track , it takes challenges and hardships to be oficially considered as husband and wife .

what a shame .

2009-06-19T19:12:00.003+08:00

going to do Chenelle full month celebration on 28th June .
because its sunday on 28th , and on 2nd July is thursday .
so for convenience of my relatives and friends , i'll do it earliar .
and it will not be a chalet .
it will be at my grandma house . its a buffet .
those who wanna come just leave a tag or sms me .
ask me for my number . i dont wanna tell the world my number like a fool .

2009-06-13T15:29:00.004+08:00

facebook for more ! =D

2009-06-07T15:01:00.004+08:00

this is me and lawinton's pretty princess . =D
2nd June 2009 , 17.33pm .
Garnell Chenelle Krystyn .

2009-05-29T03:42:00.002+08:00

cant sleep cant sleep .
damn hot weather singapore had .
my godddddd , swine flu attacked singaporeeeeee .
becoming like an aunty liao lorrrr .
shuang lor .
beeeeeee .

2009-05-21T20:48:00.002+08:00

yes man .
finally got my new phone at tampines mall today .
BLackBerry Storm 9500 .
coolest shitx .
goodluck for bee tmr , he got his ippt to go for .
hope he gets gold .
pray hard for him .
and i love him .

2009-05-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

ytd was dad's birthday .
so celebrated at night with whole family .
went out to eat .
afternoon was at home the whole day , initially wanted to go out wiht bee and his god-mother .
but never in the end , got to look after sheena .
today went to settle the insurance bills for my brother with mum .
didnt meet bee today .
tmr will be meeting .
cant wait cant wait .
hope so hope so .
please please .
blackberry storm 9500 or htc touch diamond 2 .
oh my god ... please .

2009-05-13T20:18:00.002+08:00

okay .
now gotta think of ways to find money for 15th may .
wonder what's gonna happen on that day .
cant say much about it .
just hope everything goes smoothly .
$3000 isn't a small amount of money .. =O
haiya , headache .
depressedddddddddddddddddddddddddddd .
blah blah .
bee , i love you .

2009-05-11T12:13:00.003+08:00

ytd had mothers day dinner with all my aunties and bee . =D
total was $500 ++ . =.=
i dont know why is it so biased lor .
zzzzzzzzzz .
fucking craps .
geez .
bee tell me not to think so much .
so well , i guess so .
just wanted to carry on my life with bee happily .

i could forsake the world , just for you .

2009-05-10T12:20:00.003+08:00

you cant judge anyone by what they had done in the past , because humans do change .
happy 10month .
lastly , i love my bee .

2009-05-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

kiss my ass and call me your boss .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
bored bored bored

2009-05-06T14:35:00.002+08:00

4 more days to 10month .
i love bee .
got to bathe and get changed and take a cab down to vivo for cruise already .
bee , i will miss you .

2009-05-05T14:38:00.002+08:00

just came back from peoples park .
mum bought a luggage .
and then headed to bugis area as dad wanted to fetch his friend .
mum bought quite a number of things and spent $1000 + in a day .
oh my god man , wished she give me that amount of money and i will be jumping for joy . hahaha .
went home , chatted with my cousin elaine .
now going to start packing things , as tmr will be going to cruise virgo .
zzzzzzzzz , cannot see bee . =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((
wish he could go with me ...
but no leave , no off , no passport .
daydream lor . lol .
passport expired , somemore not with him .
dad said december will be going to Las Vegas .
and he tell bee to get his passport renew .
propably my whole family plus bee will be going .
cannot wait for the day to come man . hahahaha .
i miss bee .

2009-05-02T12:51:00.001+08:00

LG e310m or r410 ?

2009-04-30T17:12:00.002+08:00

went giant today .
dad want to buy some cupboard .
had my brunch there .
my god , the chicken rice taste like shit .
chicken so hard . wonder how the ppl there enjoy it so much ..
then walk inside there .
i was playing with the laptop at there , and dad ask me if i want one .
but i dont know why my mouth suddenly say dont want .. =C
lose a deal .. hiasssssssssss .
and somemore before he leave he ask me again .
you sure you dont want the laptoop ?
i look at my mum , and she she said dont want la .
i said anyhting .
if my dad were to ask me again , i will tell him to buy me a vaio laptop .
wahhahahahahahahaha .
giant there dont have , only got benQ and compaq .
luckily didnt bought it , if not regret already . hahaha .
beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , i love love love love love you alot .

2009-04-29T13:03:00.002+08:00

maybe its going to close ?
i wont be too happy for anything , because results are not out yet .
so i'll still be praying for it . =D
hopefully eveything goes smoothly .
6 more months to bee ORD . yes man . hahahaha .
think mum wants to bring baby to cruise .
but think its impossible la .
bee passprt expired , not with him , no more leaves .
wth man .
i dont know why he got no off , little bit leave .
how to go ? haiya , gotta wait for him to ORD then can go alr lor .
nvm , 6 more months very fast go one .
now got to wait for him to end his camp , go home .
slowly take his own sweet time to bathe , then take bus to my house .
and friday is labour day , so he got off on that day .
no big deal lor .
love bee , love every part of my life , full of surprise .

2009-04-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

tmr gotta wake up early and meet bee .
so that means tonight i must sleep early .
think today will not be meeting bee .
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh , feel like going fishing with bee .
haha . but i know it sounds stupid .
fishing needs patience , but i got no patience .
haiya , dont know whether i want to go cruise or not .
told mum that i dont want to go , dont know whether will she ask me go again .
hopefully not , cause i want to spend time with bee .

2009-04-26T14:37:00.002+08:00

heeheeHAWHAW .
baby is at my house downstairs now and is coming up .
what a day . wish i could spend my everyday like that .
meeting him every second .
guess time flies . im falling in love with him deeper and deeper everyday .
cant imagine what if one day i were to lose him .
i think i will go maddddd .
mothers day coming , and im thinking of giving mum a cake .
but will she like it ?
bee told me its the thought that comes .
so i think i will go buy a cake and celebrate it with her .
thats all for today , i love my bee .

2009-04-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

what a long and boring day at home .
bee at camp .. zzzz
but luckily today early book out at 5pm .. =.=
still waiting for my things on online . dont know whether will i get it or not .
mum say will be going on cruise again ...
star cruise virgo , like again .
still thinking whether i want to go or not .
positive , will win big monehhhhhhh .
negative , will be missing bee for four days again .
so , i dont know which to sacrifice .
will be asking bee for his opinion though .
cant wait cant wait cant wait .
bee is my everything .

2009-04-23T11:20:00.003+08:00

im back from cruise with lots of peekture .
but im lazy to post it all up .
practically , what im doing up there is just casino and down to phuket and langkawi .
im so happy as im 16 and i can go in the casino .
hahhaa , i know ppl will say chao lao .
pls , its mature .
and guess how much i won , $700 ++ .
but in the end , half half with my grandma . hahaha . filial .
my mum and dad won big money .
as they bet big .
but i bet small , because beginner mah . haha .
miss my bee for four days .
called him and chat , but cant talk long as later phone bill will bomb .
becasue im in the international sea . hahahahaha .
saw dolphins at the sea , and its my first time . wooo .
love my bee .

2009-04-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

im feeling so egg-cited right now .
because my dad's hp contract ends at june .
and he'll be re-newing his contract .
that means i can get a brand new phone .
im sure gonna get the latest phone man .
hahha .
went amk today , then to serangoon .
what you said yesterday hurts me alot .
but i still love you no matter what .
Garnell Lawinton Benedict .

2009-04-14T16:54:00.002+08:00

just woke up from my afternoon nap .
so im here to blog about today .
so it was just a short shopping in the noon .
went to plaza singapura , bought a dress and a sandals .
now i just found out that my sandal got scratches man ...
so im not sure when will i go back there and ask for an exchange ..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
totally waste my time man .
mum told me not to waste the time to go back there . lol
then went tho carrefour and shopping .
bought quite alot of things .
then took a cab home with mum .
went back home to sleep as im feeling so lethargic .
now im so energetic . hahaha .
my baby has duty today again .
i wanna meet him this whole week as sunday im on cruise already ...
4dayssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss .
i love my baby .

2009-04-13T14:36:00.003+08:00

had pastamania takeaway .
couldnt finish all as it the pasta was too much .
bloated now .. zzz
got nth to on internet .. zz
someone pls give me some url for internet shopping or i'll bored to death man .
browse through some webs like f21 , topshop , gojane , wetseal , aeropostale and i forget what .
singapore blogshop sells tons of rubbish .
but some items are quite cool though .
bee is having duty for today and tmr .
mum's bought a coach bag . haha .
when is it my turn ?
i love bee .

2009-04-11T18:22:00.004+08:00

yesterday ,good friday .
9mths anniversary .
went to church and pray , bought candles .
ate seafood .
its my first time attending to a church .
and its my first time to hold a candle and pray =D

today went to east coast and had my breakfast wiht family =D
after that went to parkway .
home ...
bee is at my house now .
dad told me he wanted to buy iphone , but i told him it was useless .
i asked him to buy for me samsung ultra touch .
but he did not reply me , think its a yes ?
and asked him to buy for me a prada purse .
he told me to wait till everything settles down .
woohoooo .
june , uncles wedding , clasheddddddd .
cerine , happy .
lawinton , loved .
chenelle , loved .
love every part of my life .

2009-04-06T20:15:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to say and i dont know when i will get it .

2009-03-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

i dont know why yesterday my com seems to be ok .
and noww it seems to have some problem .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
games cannot play , go on web also like kana stucked like that .
wth mans .
if com break down , then i dont know what to do liao .

2009-03-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

today went to eat at some restaurant at kovan .
then went to funan .
brother went to buy some it things then went to bee house .
stay at his house till now .
now using the new com that my bro fixed up .
looks kinda weird with this keyboard because its new , not used to it .
and its so lowwwwww .
i dont know what to write alr .

2009-03-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

today was so happy .
morning went to forum shopping centre .
as mum's facial appointment .
after that went to takashimaya .
as sister wanted to buy a gucci purse .
after buying , went to cocoa to have our brunch .
then i bought my longchamp le pliage handbag . =DDDDD
extra extra happy man .
wish that everyday is full of excitement .
and lastly , i love my bee .

2009-03-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

i dont know why life is way too fucked up ytd night .
i know few days back i've been saying how good is life and so on .
small argument with bee .
guess today will be a better day .
but ytd night life is god damn shit .
zzzzzzzz .
awaiting for 9th april now .
gotta be somebody in life seriously man .
if not ppl will look down me and chenelle and bee .
i swear to be a better person .
i know i can do it man cerine weeeeeeeeeeee .

2009-03-16T22:13:00.000+08:00

today went to kk hospital as mum's appointment .
then went to city plaza, then to thomson to eat .
then to thomson plaza .
after that meet bee then went over to his house .
im so happy once again as my new cupboard just arrived .
woooo hoooo . im so happy .
just in a few days and i got so many new things already . =D
happy happy happy .

2009-03-14T21:55:00.002+08:00

im so so so damn happy man .
just bought a new camera at compass point best denki .
it is water-proof . wooooo hoooooo .
although it dont have red , i took pink . LOL .
$498 ... but my dad paid for it man .
then walked around awhile .
at night bee joined my family and eat .
i dont know why i feel that im the most luckiest girl .. hahaha .
i dont know why . im just so happy this few days .

2009-03-03T09:58:00.003+08:00

few days ago went to aranda country club to celebrate brother's bday .
bee told me that my bro chalet was at the same chalet ah jay that time .
same unit number too . hahaha .
just deleted of friendster cause of some reasons ..
ytd went to court with bee and alfred to meet vinoth , ahboy , sulaiman .
but i went home around 7 and the sky was still so bright .
didnt realise it was 7 until all of them checked the time .
had a little chat with jing last night on msn .
long time didnt see him , and he asked me how am i .
and i asked him how's school .
and he asked about ******** =D
bee is now at alexandra hospital .
taking his mc .
waiting for him to sms me now .
bye bye .

2009-02-27T21:32:00.002+08:00

few days ago went to plaza sing with bee and his sister .
went to john little to buy for myself a cream .
at first went to marks and spencer, but cant find it .
tmr will be going to my brother's chalet to celebrate his 21'st b'day .
then i think i will be going to ikea to buy for myself a cupboard .
but i still dont know when i will be going .
tmr bee will be going with me to the chalet .
life had been good for me .
think after bee army , we'll be working together .
cant wait for the day to happen man . hahahaha .
thats all for now then .

2009-02-22T23:10:00.002+08:00

stay over at bee's house . totally awesome .
but kinda miss my house abit .
but now that im home , no worries man .
hahaha .
finally bee is going back his damn camp tmr .
2 weeks of non-stop mc , finally back there tmr .
i find that bee got sickness in his head , because he talks alot of craps .
and nowadays , he had been going to play dota .
which he and his brother called it dots . =.=
waiting for my bro to be free and buy a new set of cpu .
gonna download l4d and dots and alot of games .
so that i wont be only on facebook .
waiting till my hair turns grey .. zzz
lastly , i love my bee and chenelle .